Pemilik Cintaku selepas Allah & Rasul...

Salam..
sebuah cerita yg sgt byk ilmu dan panduan...
aku??? sgt terkesan setelah mmbcenye..
pe yg aku nk wt pas ni??
lebih cintai Allah n Rasulullah...
malu rsenye klu asyik melafazkn rindu pada yg xhalal bg ku malahan setiap kte2 ku padanye adalah dosa n maksiat..
Ya Allah!! bagaimana ak nk berdepan dgn Mu ble Kau menjemput ku nnti???
 Ibadah dan amalan ku belum ckup untuk ku bawa bersama...
Ampunkan la segala dosa dan noda yg prnh ku lakukan kepada Mu Ya Allah...
Seandainye aku ingin mncri yg psgn yg soleh dan yg mampu menjadi ketua bg aku dan bkl ulama ku nnti, aku lah yg sepatutnye berubah ke arh yg lbih baik agar jodoh seperti i2 akn dpt ku perolehi... 
tp, pe la sgt amln kebaikan yg aku lakukn sekrg???
xbyk dan sgt ssh utk di bilang dgn jari... 
skrg, aku nk berusaha dan lbih mndekatkn dri dgn Allah..
rindu ku, syg ku dan hdpku hnya utk yg Maha Satu...
Ya Allah! redhai lah niat dan jln ku slps ini...
insan yg ku syg, maafkn driku andai tika ini kelakuan ku sgt mndukacitakn drimu...
bkn niat ku sbnrnye utk melukai htimu...
hnya krne, ku ingin mncri dahulu cinta Nya, dan ku ingin Dia mncintai driku ini..
andai ada jodoh, kte akn bersatu dan tika i2 ingin ku katakn padamu bhawa ku ingin malahan trlalu teringin utk mnjd bidadari mu d syurga nnti...
Insyallah...

Xtahu la nape.......

Pg2 la dh rse yg hri ni some kind like a boring day......
mmg btl pn, dh la kne sound dgn madam B coz msuk kls lmbt, pdhal die yg cm kura2 dtg lambt pas2 nk mrh2 org lak... huhuhuhu
sengal2!!! then, ske lak mnx bnde lain tp, suddenly nk bnde lain... sgt bengang n irratating tau x????
ok, nk blik umah hri ni so, sape2 pn xleh nk halang k???
xkre pe pn yg trjdi, xnk spend my weekend kt mktb yg trcinta ni..... 
mlm td, adik kesygn kol...
oh My God!! feel like heaven... hehehe
rindu gle ble dgr suara Mohamad Sulaiman b. Norsham...
comel sgt2 adikku itu... cewah!!!
xsbr nk cti n p smkbr, jmpe kwn2 lme n ckgu sume...
skrg ni, ske lak chatting dgn akim mubarak..
seronok debat n grau2...
puteri buluh betung n tuanku buluh kasap..
pggln 2 sape yg bg???
akim mubarak yg kasi..... hehehe

I want to be alone...

Salam...
cmne nk describe kn hri ni ek?? ssh btl nk ckp.. sumenye cm xkne je... nape ssh sgt nk dpt mse utk sendirian??
erm......... syg, tlg la bg mse ckit... bkn nk prgi mne2 pn, just xmsg je... hmmmmm... =(
sbb pe nk jauhkn dri??? sbb, rse terkongkong... wt ni xleh, wt 2 xleh... btl2 rse xbbs... skitnye hti ni, ble kemahuan dri x dihargai... mmg rndu kt yg tersyg tp, mse sndrian ni lbh gne utk rpt dgn fmily yg kdg2 cm dlpekn sbb terlbh focus pd the special one.. hdp2, xlari dri mslh dan prkare yg merimaskn... nape xfhm2 bhse melayu ni?????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xnk cte dh la... adoyai!!!!

                                             I can almost see it 

                                        That dream I dreaming

                                   But there's a voice inside my head saying

                                         "You'll never reach it"

                                         

                                         Every step I'm taking 

                                        Every move I make feels

                                        Lost with no direction

                                        My faith is shaking

          

                                        But I gotta keep trying

                                   Gotta keep my head held high

                                   There's always gonna be another mountain

                                   I'm always gonna wanna make it move 

                                   Always gonna be a uphill battle 

                                  Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

                                  Ain't about how fast I get there

                               Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

                                          It's the climb

                                         

                                      The struggles I'm facing

                                      The chances I'm taking

                                 Sometimes might knock me down

                                      But no, I'm not breaking

                                          I may not know it

                                     But these are the moment  that

                                     I'm gonna remember most,yeah

                                        Just gotta keep going

                                      Keep on moving, keep climbing

                                          Keep the faith,baby

                                      It's all about, It's all about the climb

                                      Keep the faith, keep your faith...

                                       

My Life at IPGKPM..

Di tempatkn di IPGKPM yg sgt kuno ni wt hti selalu je nk memberontak.. ssh nk adapted segala rules dan keadaan kt cni.. Ipg lain seem like better than this ipg.. Nape msti dpt kt ngri sndri?? ade hikmah di sebaliknye??
ble la hkmah 2 nk kuar or Allah dh tunjuk tp, dri sndri yg xsedar?? we have been treated like an alien in here so, where are the good things?? Allah, please help me.. I need your guidence, give me strength to live here.. what ever I have done, it always because of my family.. my mother especially.. I want them happy when I become a successful person.. Menjadi ank hrpn dlm family sgt membebankn.. By the way, thanks Allah for sent to me a wonderful lover and friend that always beside me..